aasan hota

Merey gussey pe ankush lagana kita aasan hai
merey jivan ki parwah nahi par main
par main kisi aur key jivan ki parwah karti hun
parwah karti hun kyon ki wo jivan merey saath juda hai

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Merey gussey pe ankush lagana kitna aasan hai
kaash ghaav pe malham lagana
itna hi aasan hota
aanso ki baash pe baandh lagana itna hi aasan hota
mujhey nuksan na ponhchey
ye samjhna itna  hi aasan hota
merey wajood ko sweekar karna itna hi aasan hota

randi

Lashon key bhi chokidar hotey hain
ek nahi hazar hotey hain
jab ek randi marti hai tou
usey jalatey hain na dafnatey hain
sadney bhi nahi detey
iski laash bohot badbu marti hai

laash ka bhi daam hai
bazar hai
kis daam bikti hai ek randi ki laash
kya hai koi khariddar
aaj phir mili hai ek randi ki laash

dress up

i dress up every morning
muster the guts to face the world
and to see the face to someone
i think they ruined my world

if it is my world how can they ruin it
i dress up every morning to find answers
by the end of the day the list of questions seems even longer

i ask where did i go wrong
i ask if dignity is such a bad desire
i ask if love is illusion and that i must not trust
i ask if i should not express my anger
i ask if

laash ka chokidar

mery saath koi nahi tha
koi nahi tha jab mujhey pita gaya
pit pit kar khon se latpat kar chood diya

laash kahi bhoot na ban jaye
isliye ek chokida ka bando bast kar diya
ungli laga ka jab tab dekh liya kahi koi jaan baki tou nahi
baki hai to maro saali ko
ye madarchod hai
ye bhenchod hai
maro ise iski parcheey tak ko jal do

itna pito key iski rooh kaamp uthey
itna kaampey ki
phir kabi kisi sharir ka rukh na karey

iskey sharer pe mein thukta hun
thukta hun ki sharir bohot miltey hain
ek sharir apney saath le kar chal deta haun
murdey pe phir thuk deta hun
thukna kam hai chalo abb moot deta hun
phir janam na leney paye ye randi
ye keh kar
chokidar ke haath mein dun ka note thama deta hun
is murdey se aawaz na aaney paye
iski ruh phir duniya ka rukh na ley paye

main kyon roti hun

main itna tadpi kyon
kyon itna mushkil hai
kyon itna mushkil hai
ye sweekarna
ki tumhey meri jarurat nahi
jarorat nahi us pyar ki

kyon dukh hai
agar kahi aur se
agar kisi aur se
tum aasani se apni jaroorat puri kar letey ho

kyon dukh hai
agar mujhey thukrakar
rota bilakta
chikhta chillata
phat ta kat ta
badhwzs behal
jalta dehkta
chod kar kisi aur ka haath tham chal detey ho

bhul jatey ho mujhey
us waqt ko
main kyo ek fakir ki tarah
daman felaye khadi rehti hun
main kyon roti hun
main kyo roti hun
kisi ka dil pasijta nahi
main kyon toti hun
kisi ko koi farq padta nahi
koi palat kar dekhta nahi
main kyon roti hun

sapney

koi sapney dikhata nahi
hum khud hi sapney buntey hain
khushiyan sametney ko
bhavishya se lipatney ko
hum sapno ko buntey hain
koi sapney dikhata nahi

par kya sabhi sapney shekh chilli key sapney hotey hain
kya sabhi sapney hawa mein mahel jaise hotey hain

merey sapno ka bij
merey sapno ki neev
hum tum hain
hum tum hain aur humara saath
hum tum hain aur humara pyar

sapney bantey bigadtey rehtey hain
din pratiden badaltey rehtey hain
dard sapno key bikharney se hota hai
aur gehra ho jata hai jab insan samajhney pey majboor hota hai
ye sochney pe majboor hota hai
ki tu keval sharir hai
teri aawaz teri karrahat
kisiko sunayee nahi deti

dikhti nhai teri chot
dikhta hai tou sirf tera sharir
tera sharir jo tap raha hai
gussey mein, gal raha hai

kitna aasan hota hai
ek insan ko sirf sharir mein rupantar kar dena

sharir se rishtey pal do pal key hotey hain
usey jala dena dafna dena aasan hai
uskey saath milkar buney sapno ko bewajud kar dena aasan hai

aaj sharir baazar mein biktey hain
bus stand, railway station aur hotalon mein biktey hain

biktey nahi to rishtey
rishtey biktey nahi

sapno key tutney ka kya gam hai
sapney tou rishton ki gehrai
uskey sarthkta aur samman key suchak hain

socho jisney ghar ka sapna dekha wo kyon dekha
jab dikha ki rishta aab baas raha hai
humey baserey ki jarurat hai
jab dikha ki apney mein se koi chaheye tou wasey sapney dekhey

sapnpy ko neev mein kya hai
jab sapnoy ki neev ko koi hilata hai
usey sharir tak samet deta hai
tou kya hot hai

agar main janti ki ye rishta nahi
ye sirf sharir hai
tou kya mein sapney buntey
kya mujhey unkey tutney pe
unkey bikhar ney pe kuch hota
kya koi chikh nikalti
kya koi aanso behta
kay koi siski bharta